Ivy Liz
Ivy Liz Novelist, theorist, porn editor at "thePromise." Posted on: 6 min read

Reflections on Dreams, Distractions, and Solitude

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... It was a stark contrast to my humble origins, hailing from the depths of the hinterland

As the sun kissed my skin and the waves crashed against the shore, I found myself lost in the mesmerizing beauty of the beach. But amidst the idyllic scenery, there were intriguing nuances that caught my attention. The sand beneath my feet appeared whiter than pure snow, its ethereal glow captivating my senses. It was a stark contrast to my humble origins, hailing from the depths of the hinterland. Secretly, I chuckled at the irony of my landlocked hometown, but let's not dwell on that. Instead, let's embark on a journey together, delving into the labyrinth of my thoughts.

As I tried to immerse myself in the tranquillity of the beach, I couldn't escape the distractions that surrounded me. Bikini-clad girls and women sauntered by their allure captivating the attention of beach boys who shamelessly indulged in amorous encounters with foreign visitors. The motives behind their actions remained a mystery, an enigma that continued to puzzle me. You see, I, a mere visitor in this town, lacked the charm or luck to attract the attention of any beach goddesses longing for a passionate encounter. Oh, how I yearned to live the dream that so many others seemed to effortlessly embrace.

The cool breeze caressed my skin, offering a moment of respite amidst my contemplations. Yet, as I gazed into the uncertain horizon, I couldn't shake the feeling of ambiguity that enveloped my future. Fresh out of campus with a respectable GPA, I stood apart from my friends who had found the solace of love in the arms of charming partners. My relationships resembled sips of wine tasted by sommeliers, fleeting and transient. While unsure of the accuracy of my chosen words, the sentiment rings true.

As my mind wandered through the labyrinth of my past achievements, I realized that despite my efforts, I remained a constant in the equation of success and the future. Friends, lovers, even the government, and the mystical spirits of my village, had all abandoned me at some point, and I, too, had nearly abandoned myself. Looking ahead, I saw a multitude of unfinished business waiting to be attended to, like dormant embers yearning for a spark.

It became vividly clear that the path to success would not welcome a third wheel. With the meager pennies I had scraped together for this trip, earned through my whimsical and unconventional adventures, the road ahead seemed treacherous. It dawned on me, a bittersweet realization, that I was truly alone in this endeavor. No reminders were necessary. And as the sun descended below the horizon, casting a melancholic shadow over the beach, a sense of solitude washed over me. 

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