To have a friend who cares selflessly, desiring naught but the best, is not merely a blessing but a profound reason for rejoicing
Words of Hope, Silence, and Tomorrow's Clarity “
…But these people makes we feel like everything is a mystery
They make we live we lives in a jittery, we spray to God Father to give us victory
Take a look round the city now, no love oh what ah pity now…”
Greetings, oh distant Big Brother, from the far reaches of the East. As I set pen to paper, I'm acutely aware of the weighty consequences and reverberations that may follow. Let me assure you that I pen these words with a clear mind, fully cognizant of my surroundings. It is crucial to emphasize that I am not coerced or influenced by any external force. No, this is a voluntary act, borne out of careful contemplation, endlessly replayed scenarios in my mind. For as the scriptures decree, so must man bear their burdens. And any true man, fortified with courage and unwavering resolve, shall step forth fearlessly and articulate his thoughts.
Drenched in fervent emotions, engulfed in an unyielding torrent of soliloquies, I have chosen to emerge resolute and audacious, ready to declare my truth. The reasons for my prior silence remain shrouded in darkness from your end. But that is precisely the purpose of this letter — to illuminate every shadow, allay every concern, and address every lingering doubt. By the time you reach the end of this missive, which I trust you shall receive, every iota of query, worry, and skepticism shall be assuaged. But before delving deeper, let me reiterate that these words flow from a hopeful mind, an optimistic spirit, with a beacon of light guiding my belief in a brighter tomorrow.
To have a friend who cares selflessly, desiring naught but the best, is not merely a blessing but a profound reason for rejoicing. Yet, while cherishing what I hold dear and close to my heart, I may have inadvertently disappointed you. However, I beseech you, to kindly desist and refrain from uttering the word 'no.' For such a refusal would inflict a stinging wound upon my heartfelt gratitude and the esteem with which I honor you thus far. You see, attempting to recount the genesis of this tale is a separate narrative I cannot conclude at present. Nowadays, wherever I wander, amidst new acquaintances and burgeoning connections, I must boldly mention you. "I have this one friend," I declare, "whom I never imagined would ever become..." It may sound amusing, but the depths of its meaning elude your comprehension.
And as I alluded to earlier, while grasping at the last vestiges of happiness I could summon, I may have inadvertently plunged myself into this abyss. You see, I had to retreat, to fade into the background, for reasons best elucidated in person. Yet, I must be brutally honest, since our last conversation, the path has grown increasingly arduous. And being a man, adhering to the customs of our kind, I had to retreat, maintain a low profile, and contemplate. Oh, not merely contemplation, but meticulous planning for the road ahead. Alas, wherever I sought solace, I found myself ensnared by past missteps, haunting me relentlessly, even in this fortress thousands of kilometers away. Yes, I may be in the depths today, but I refuse to be vanquished. I perceive it as a lesson learned, nurturing dreams daily for a brighter future that lies just beyond the horizon
Amidst the uncertainty of tomorrow, one thing remains resolute: the clarity of the future. As I sit, observing, and contemplating, my mind wanders, seeking solace and charting a course forward. It may be arduous, but am I not a man? I am molded for this very purpose. Perhaps things were destined to unfold in this manner before they aligned with my desires. You see, resilience has never been absent from my lexicon; in fact, it takes precedence in the order of my alphabet. Yet, let me assure you, hope persists, and within its embrace, we flourish with wisdom and the knowledge that one day we shall rise and radiate with brilliance. For through hope's unwavering power, we can conquer this world and shape a future that others may revel in. It is no easy feat, but the current silence we endure holds immeasurable worth. And this letter... it serves as a punctuation mark, underscoring the extended period of profound calm and silence I have weathered for countless months.
Receive this letter with profound understanding. Though the words may not fully convey the depths of my emotions, they shall carry my message home as intended. I remain at large, toiling with unwavering determination. For I believe that dreams possess validity; it is time itself that plays the enigmatic role. But soon, perhaps tomorrow, or perchance a week hence, all shall fall into place, harmonious and intact. I conclude this missive, yet there is much more to discuss — matters of progress, the whims of Cupid, the grapevine's whispers, and more. The next letter shall be penned, with hopes that this one finds you in good health and spirits. And now, allow me to continue surrendering myself to the captivating rhythm, where...
...people make me feel as though everything is cloaked in mystery.
Adieu!